no money, no talk..

as-salam....

huhuhu.... entry title menyedihkn.. no money, no talk but i want talk gak..

sedhnye ble ujung sem je, kering kontang.. xleh nk bersuka ria ngn kwn2.. huhu..

nk bli brg pun kne berkira2.. nk mntk lg kat kakk dah segan..

2 la ko atiq.. time de duit x berjimt.. laju je duit kuar cam air terjun 2.. huhu..

skrg bru nk sedih, nk duk diam je.. huhu.. aaaa sedihnye...

ble pkr lik, duit kt byk dihabeskn ngn mkn, mkn, mkn... huhuhu...

xsume owg phm n rse pe y kt rse.. ble dah byk kali b'laku, rse cam dah biase..

mls nk amik pot.. dah biase jd cm2.. dah mls nk amik pusing..

klu pkr leh dpt duit xpe la gak.. ni pkr dpt sakit ati n pening je.. huhu..

kt hnya gadis kecil y x bisa n xpndi nk wat owg laen selesa ngn ko..

msti rmi y bosan ngn ko kn.. sebb 2 ko jd mcm ni.. kdg2 owg rse ko x wujud pun di belakang..

ala xyah pkr sgt skrg ni.. gne kn mse y ade bergembira bersama keluarga n kwn2..

selagi ko masih bernyawa, kecapilah hidup ni dgn sebaeknye.. =)

i need to accept dat.. ianya dah ditentukn.. nobody can against d power of Allah s.w.t..

Allah know wat the best 4 me n other people.. just wait n see wat will happen in future..

*i'm so sori 2 all of u if i had and did many mistake.. hidup kt di dunia ni xlama.. huhu.. wassalam.. *

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em septtnya tahun akhir blaja leh diakhiri dgn penuh kegembiran n tiada kesedihan..

tp tuk kt, sume 2 mcm mimpi je.. rse mcm sush nk dicapai..

mcm2 benda berlaku y x dijangka.. sekelip mata mcm mimpi je...

sakit memg sakit... lg sakit ble t'pkse tempuhinya dlm diam..

bukn sengaja tuk wat sume 2.. tp bila ingt pe y t'jdi, hati membara2..

kt bukn jenis y cept nk melenting n mrh owg sesuka hati...

tp ade batas la gak.. fakes, fakes, fakes.... dats word make me feel "geram" n angry..

u pretend like nothing happen before.. i can be nice wit u if u can nice wit me...

when i remember back wat happen, wow, ianya m'buatkn kt rse npe la benda ni leh jd..

ianya m'buatkn mood kt leh tiba2 hilg.. tp ble pkr lik, npe la ko pkr sgt..

xde faedah pun nk pikr psl 2 pun.. wat sakit hati de la.. menyampahhhhhhhh giler....

but kt ni seorg y akn teringt lik bende2 mcm 2 ble duk sorg2.. mengelamun je lebh.. huhu..

tangisan disekelilingmu..

npe sem ni septtnye kegembiraan melebihi segalanya tp diiringi dgn tangisan??

i can't describe wat exactly happen in my life... sumenye kabur je.. huhu..

kt beruntung sebb ade family n kwn2 y sentiasa ade.. =)

impian y ingin dicapai, hancur sekelip mata... bcoz of 1 problem..

ade je halangn n rintgn.. dis is ur choice.. to make it happen or not actually..

but u had decided.. decision in ur hands.. i will accept it wat eva happen...

hopefully, there have the best reasons behind dis.. i hope i will be fine..

*grip d star... makin jauh rsenye... sinarnya makin malap..*

*kenpa kt xleh dpt mcm owg laen.. always happen 2 me.. why?? why?? *

harapan....

adakah harapan hanya tinggl harapan...
byk halangan n dugaan y kne tempuh..
mampukah kt nk hadapnye... i dont know la..
somethg y kt nk xsemestinya kt akn dpt kn..
korbnkn sesuatu tuk dptkn sesuatu y lebh b'harga..
need 2 realize dat there are some people whose are loving u..
kau jatuh xsemestinya ko xleh bgn lik...
there's must have reason why this is happen 2 u..
u should be calm down n be more patient..

xtau nk watpe...
xtau nk pkr pe lg..
xtau pe y akn berlaku...
xtau ble akn berakhir..
xtau, xtau, xtau, xtau..
let me know earlier plez...

i'm just a little human dat want a happiness in my life..
em xpela wlupn hanya seketika ku mengecapinya...
akn ku ingt smp bila2 coz ianya merupakan kenangan terindah y kt bina b'sma..

*bermain dgn perasaan, smp bila kah.. *
*cri mood wat asemen skali.. huhu..*
*always luv u all.. sme2 kt habiskn saat2 manis bersama..*

teruja ckit...

aish.. nmpk sgt la dah lme x g klinik 2..
pe2 y berubah pun ko xtau kn atiq..
2 la nmpk no la mls g klinik.. (takut ke?? mne de..)
ptg td g klinik jap ditemani my father..
rempit naek moto la.. hehe...

em msuk je klinik terkaku jap.. (propa je lebh.. hehe..)
nseb owg xrmi.. klu xsilp dlu xde la seluas skrg..
cept tul perubhn kn.. (dlu 2 taun brpe lak kn..)
kaunter skrg tul2 dekt pintu msuk..
senang la owg nk berdftr.. tp y x berubh 2, ade 1 la..
no angka giliran.. still mcm dlu.. gne krts y sme, tulisn y sme n bemtuk y sme..
hehe.. dlu rajin g klinik 2 coz asyik sakit je.. (antibodi lemah..)
y teruja ckit, ble mse de bilik tuk klinik pergigian lak..
tp ari2 tertentu je bke.. bru nk g check gigi y berabad x check ni.. huhu..

em actually g klinik tuk check mata..
pemb. perubtn 2 kate kne ketumbit.. huhu..
ari2 sebelah kanan.. dah baek tp tgglkn bekas seperti ketulan.. huhu..
now, belah kiri lak.. jgn tgglkn bekas dah la.. huhu..

em xde la teruja sgt pun cite nye..
sok n lusa hari y bz coz prepare tuk kndri cukur n akikah ank buah...
sori kpd y berkenaan jika t'miss tuk layanan ea..
huhu...

*dah2 la b'blogging 2.. mse tuk mkn ubt n tito... =) *

Holiday, holiday, holiday...

holiday sepanjg mase...

xsgke dah jd peljr akhr semester...

dlm mase 2 thn, mcm2 benda dah jd..

sama ada suka or duka..

so tuk m'byr lik pe y jd, kate survey kne cuti2 m'sia la..

hehe.. (gaya mcm duit berkepok dlm bank..)

disebbkn byk percutian y perlu dilalui, kne la pndi2 bajet..

cri tempt y bajet x tinggi..

*mggu 1*

tuk mggu p'tama alam persekolhn, (rse cam muda jap.. hehe..)

kt mengikuti percutian ke bukit tinggi, pahang ditemani cici, ija, eqin, dya n k'miza..

dorg y rancang, kt ikot bontot dorg je.. hehehe...

percutian y agk extrem n survive la.. naek bas beramai2 memg seronok..

lg2 b'sma kwn2.. mcm wonderpet.. y penting.. kerjasama.. (ikot ton y tul tau) =)

dr s.alm-kl.sentral-masjd jamek-titiwangsa-pahang... (naek bas n tren..)

jln kaki, pnjt bukit, gunung, naek 1 teksi 7 owg.. (termsuk drebar)..

*mggu 2*

mggu 2 bukn dikatekn holiday la..

lebh kpd dating sebenrnye.. hehehehe...

al-maklum la.. dah hmpr 1 buln lebh kot xjmp si dia.. (my B la..)

rndu kat dia rse cam nk pukol je ble jmp.. (hehe.. xdela seganas 2..)

rse sgt seronok coz die sggp lik putrajaya dr melaka tuk dating ngn kt.. hehe..

terharu, termalu, tersedh, ternangis lak.. hehe..

xplan pun nk g mne sebenrnya.. (bg kt la.. die xtau lak de plan laen kn..)

ari sb2 ktrg out.. pg2 pas subh die dah smp.. (propa je lebh).. em dlm kul 9 rsenye..

kt lak xtau nk pki bju pe.. duk t'menung ngadap loker y kems t'susun rapi.. (tipu je)

die smp, kt jmp die coz nk amik bju dr die.. die bg bju sruh kt pki..(thanz b.. lawa..)

selesai mslh.. n then rupa2nye die de plan laen.. ptut sruh kt pki lawa2.. (xpki lawa pun.. hehe..)

die plan nk g konvo his bf (not boyfren but bestfren).. pas2 jmp family bf die 2..

t'kejut gak kt.. mlu nk jmp famly owg..

tp xnk hampakn hati si pengarang jantung kt 2, ikot jela..

"hepi convocation day, naim n his gf yati".. konvo 2 kat segi college.. dekt je dr s.alam..

then, pas konvo g jenjalan kat sunway pyramid wit ikmar, naem, yati n adik naem..

g tgk wayg, mkn2, borak2.. then lik.. =) (ade next story tp diam2 je.. hehe...)

*mggu 3*

planning y xsangke2 menjdi.. holiday wit my housemates..

disebbkn ari khms cuti thaipusam, so leh la ktrg g holiday..

xjauh pun.. selangor n perak je..

ptg rbu b4 gerak, ktrg g shoppg dlu.. shoppg brg2 nk wat barbeku..

b'sme2 memerap aym n kems2 tuk holiday.. =)

pas mghrb ktrg gerak.. destinasi pilihn adlh kediaman kt di felda gedangsa..

terima kaseh sume coz sudi dtg ke umh kt y sederhana je.. huhu..

smp2 je umh kt, terus bakar aym.. seronok tgk membakar b'sama..

sori kat korg coz kne tdo kat luar bukn kat dlm bilik..

tp sonok tgk korg tdo berbaris.. =) (nseb xikot bantal y aqis susun.. hehe..)

tenkiu korg layan kerenah aqis y ske tdo lmbt 2.. (mcm acik die gak.. hehe..)

soknye pg2 dah bgn.. wat nasi gorg n dorg wat spaghetti.. sedp wei..

so ciap2 plan g mandi manda kat kalumpang.. famly kt pun ikot...

kat cne sonok la dorg bermndi manda.. famly kt bakar ikan n jagung...

enjoy sgt2 n pas2 bertolak lik puncak.... huhuhu.. (mls gler nk lik..)

ni dlm mggu ke 3 gak tp ari sb2..

outg ngn dak2 umh la.. out wit za, ci, mo, anis n maspul..

plan nk g sunway mula2.. then akhirnye g mid coz dah book tiket wayang..

ci, mo, anis n maspul g tgk cite khurafat...

kt dah tgk ngn my B.. za lak takot nk tgk..

so, kt n za g shoppg la.. hehe... (kt y t'shoppg lak.. huhu..)

tp b4 shoppg n tgk wayg, pe lg, mkn la dlu.. kenny rogers.. slurp.. sedpnye.. =)

ade gak insiden2 y t'jd... mula2 smp, cici "hilg" loket b'hrga die y akrnye di jumpai jua... hehe..

dah nk lik 2, insiden klako lak... za, za.. abg tren 2 b'daulat tau...

ko bebel mrh kat die, shawl ko y terbang.. nseb ade pin, klu x, memg free hair la..

sggup tggu next tren tuk naek.. sori la t'gelakkn besr ko lak smp owg laen gelak sme..

sori2.. hehehe... tp angin penghujung tren 2 memg mengancam la.. hihihi....

em pas2 singgh giant mkn steambot.. sedp gler.. then jmp k'tini y nk kawen 2 ngn cucuq n adiknye..

pas2 b'lari kejar bas takot kne tggl.. klu x, jln kaki la jwbnye.. huhu...

lastly, smp punck ngn selmtnye...

setakat ni sje holiday smp week 3... next holiday will be coming.... jeng, jeng, jeng.. nntikn...

*holiday2 gak, asemen b'lambak kne ingt gak... yeah dah nk cti semggu.. =) ske2.. *