exam time!!

exam.. exam.. exam..

sem ni jadual agk best la..

tp sume killer paper la..

wlupn just 2 paper je..

hehe..

gap xnk jauh lak kn..

gile bosn tggu next paper..

nk bce bku awl2 xde mood lak..

so, tuk mse y t'luang, pe lg, tgk muvie la..

hehehehe...

em 1st paper semlm ptg..

gile nervous b4 nk msuk blk seminar nk jwb..

mcm xpernh exam lak..

yela killer paper kot..

leh membunuh la soklan nye..

huhu..

ble dah dpt paper, memg agk shock ngn senyum ckit la..

huhu.. ade hint y msuk beb..

tp y silap nye, msti la xhingat kn..

gile lembap la kt ni..

huhu.. part c die bapak sush la..

memg xcukp mse nk wat..

jwpn pun xjmp cri kat DDC, LCC n LCSH..

benci, benci, benci...

terselit kat AACR agknye..

huhu...

kuar je blik seminar 2, muka memg sedh la..

sgt2 sedih la.. rse nk nangis..

tp kne tahan la..

mlu la klu nangis kat c2 gak..

huhuhu..

pas paper, marathon cite adamaya..

gile best la.. sggup xtdo tgk cite 2..

kt xtgk y awl2 nye..

2 y tgk rmi2.. cite y sweet, romantik..

cara laki 2 treat bini die..

memg cool la.. ske adam n maya..

sesuai sgt2.. nk tgk cite nye tiap2 ptg la cmni..

hehehe...

spe2 nk join tgk, jom la.. meh rmi2 tgk..

yuuhuu.....

long time ago...

fuyoo...
lme gile x hapdate ini blog la..
bz la ckit.. (eh bz ke xde mood nk post)
huhu.. 2 salah 1 sebb nye gak la..
rse cam xde mende nk share wlupn dah private kn..
i'm not novelist.. (memg la klu x, dah lme ade novel sndri kot)
hehe..
ala mksd nye kt ni bukn la sorg y pndi nk berkata2 wlupn dlm 2lisn..
huhu..
dat's why la some people doesn't like me as a fren, right??

actually, who am i??
kdg2 kt rse kt xkenl spe kt..
pe salah kt ea.. perangai kt terok ea..
can't be as a good fren..
tp skrg rsenye cam kt dah xkesa la..
bia la kt bw dri ini..
sorg2 pun xpe klu dah xde spe nk kwn kn..
(myb dah naek muak ngn ko kot.. membosankn kn..)

em bak kate kwn2 hidup ni karma kot..
skrg kat ats, nt kat bwh lak kn..
just wait n see.. (ish xbaeknye doakn owg cm2..)
huhu.. hope everything will be fine soon..
xsabrnye nk tggu.. huhu..

em sem ni byk cite n benda y jd..
xkesa la baek ke buruk..
tp ianya byk melibtkn psl heart n hurt..
huhu..
ade la sangkut paut ckt ngn post2 kt b4 ni...
(haish ko ni xabes2 la..) huhu..
em rsenye kt kne post y bru tuk cite sume 2 kn..
owkey will be continue to d next post..
wait ea.. hehe.. (nth spe la y nk follow ko 2.. huhu..)

i'm a loser??

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not yet.. i'm not loser owkey..

perlukah kt membencimu..
layak ke kt ni..
mungkin kt ni terlalu kerdil utk itu..
tp perasaan 2 sush nk diluputkn..
npe ko ni bengong sgt atiq??
ko jgn pkr sgt leh x..
dlu ko kuat kn..
disebbkn bende cm2 ko nk jatuh terduduk ke??
ko xpent ke??
ko ingt owg nk kecian kat ko ke??
lgi menyampah ade la..
owg x heran la..



ingt la..
family still ade ngn ko smp skrg..
smp ble2 la..
ksh syg dorg pd ko xkn berkurang la..
dorg akn sentiasa berada d sisi k0 wlu pe pun keadaan..
tp klu ko wat jahat, msti la dorg tegur kn..
ko kne tabah.. bru la semgt makin membara..

chill ea... sabo...

jauh hati

npe kt msti berperasaan mcm 2??
xbaek sungguh..
tp kt slalu merasakan nya..
kt tau kt ni memg bodoh kot..
slalu pkr negatif..

myb i'm a loser...
always loss..
ape2 y kt wat msti wat kt agk sakit hati..
kt tau kt ni xpenting pd spe2 pun..
yela ape2 benda pun msti kt akn jd owg y last tau..
kt ni msti membosnkn smp nobody would like 2 share anything wit me..
kt ni xbyk cakap..
nk wat cmne..
dah memg kt cmni..
xkn tbe2 nk jd owg laen lak..
x ke rse janggal...


"die" pun anggap kt xpenting gak..
myb kt ni hanya mainan bg "die"..
dlu "die" syg kat kt..
skrg dah mcm x je..
"die" xphm persn kt pun..
klu 'die" nk kt berjaya, cara "die" xkena langsung..
not like dat la..
mcm la kt ni tunggul..
leh disepak sesuka hati..

npe die msti bgtau jgn tny die mcm2, nt die pening kepala..
kt hnya nk tau status ktrg je..
salah ke?? npe gantung kt x bertali..
npe x pernh nk bg penjelasan pape bg kt phm..
bg kt x m'harap sgt.. u make me hurt...
it's not easy to me accept if we are break up..
but i can try 2 accept it..
but u never say anything..
samaada nk break or teruskn..

when i thinking about u, i feel so sad..
i will crying.. alone.. u know alone..
kt xlayak kot nk kongsi ngn spe2 pun..
xde spe nk dgr.. asyik cite y sme je..
sume owg dah muak..
lgpun kt xnk sushkn spe2 pun..
nt dorg ckp, kt ni ngengada la...
ikut sgt persn 2... dorg xphm..
dorg xnk phm pun.. kt ni xpenting..

kdg2 kt rse mcm nk quit je..
nk lari jauh2.. msti xde spe y peduli pun..
nth2 kt mati pun dorg x sedh..
yeke?? x kot...
tp kt xnk malukn kuarga kt...
dorg byk berkorban tuk kt..
terutamanya mak n abh...
berdosa sungguh kt klu wat dorg sedih...
kt syg sgt2 kat dorg wlupn kt xtunjuk sgt...
kt rindu sgt2 kat dorg..
xde spe y syg kt lebih drpd dorg..
mak, abh, adik byk wat salah kn...
selalu kne tipu je ngn lelaki2..
npe adik x sekuat k'dah..
npe adik terlalu lemah..
fed up nye..
adik mntk maaf sgt2 sebb xleh jd dak y baek..
cept sgt menyerah kn..
ptutnye kt kne usaha kn..
tp mcm xmampu je..
tangisan slalu disampingmu..
terlalu mudah untukmu menyalirkn permata dri matamu itu..
2 easy.. i can't avoid it...
i dont know why... really, really, really, dont know..
just shut up...