no feelings or just ignore it!!

feelings??
i don't know how to tell about my feelings now..
it's hard to say.. only me can feel that..
ade owg kate, wajah leh tunjukkn expression kt
ngh cedh ke, hepi ke.. yes, i know that.. sush gak kn
nk b'lakon hepi wlupn ngh cedh.. kt leh sembunyikn
tp smp bile kn.. (ape y ko ngarut ni tiq..
pe y ko cbe ckp ni.. huhu..) em smpi ble kt nk tahn je..
sabar, sabar, sabar.. 2 je la y kt ckp kat dri sendr..
tp smp ble.. smp 1 tahap, leh meletup gak cam bom atom..

4 wat kt nangis?? tp klu dah duk sorg, n teringat,
msti la leh layan nangis gak kn.. huhu..
(gile cenging kn..) tp klu nk lepskn perasaan,
owkey gak kn.. lega beb..

em td kt dpt cite y memg dah lme kt tggu..
memg bikin pns je hati ni.. ini b'kaitn ngn persn..
gile sakit ati tp now xtau nk watpe lg..
just wait n see dlu.. tggu next action..
kne prepare n pkr dlu ni.. nt leh hentam gile2..
(jahat sgt ke kt klu wat cm2??)
sesekali kt kne gak jd jahat kn tp xde la smp m'bunuh kn..
just bunuh persaan je.. xde la kejam sgt..
klu kwn2 mgkn tau pe y kt sedg harungi (skema la lak)


nasib baek skrg buln y penuh mulia..
tenang la ckt persn ni wlu xtenang mne pun..
bikin pusing gak la.. pening, pening, pening..
klu la dgn tdo, leh ilang prob 2, dah lme kt wat kot..
xtau la nk habaq pe lg.. y penting kt ngh sakt hati.........

don't make me like a doll or stone y leh disepak ke cne
ke cni.. hina tul cm2.. baek jd benda y leh wat owg laen hepi kn..
hehehe.. (dah senget la jap gelak, jap cedh, jap mrh)