why?? why?? why??

kenape mst kt??
dah kne sumpahan ke ape nth..
i know i'm not perfect person..
i realize that..
i'm not important person tuk diingati,
disayangi, diambil berat (eh tul ke ayat ni..hehe)..
touching sgt ke kt ni.. i really hope that someone
can understand me as well i understand them..
i miz my family.. they always with me..
hanya dorg y tul2 syg kat kt.. wlupn xde la tunjk depn2..

waiting.. waiting.. waiting..
why i'm so stupid.. just waiting but don't know
for how long.. damn it la.. i'm so sad..
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... crazy.....
stop it wit crying.. but when i cry, i feel calm..

how long i must be like this..
plezzzzzzzzz... answer me..
nobody can understand wat i feel now..
nobody can share wit me..
i feel so lonely.. rndu zmn sek dlu..
xde byk mslh.. hepi je.. semkin besr, semkin byk mslh..
semkin ari kt semkin lemah.. huhuhu.....
stop 4 right now..

*mgkn akn b'smbung nt or x.. 4 now, i just waiting, waiting, waiting*

hujung mggu!!

dah agk lame kt tgglkn blog ni..
yela xde feel la nk 2lis blog..
kang asyik 2ls y menyayat hati je..
ade lak y bosn n muak nk bce..
huhu.. tp nk wat cmne, dah cedh..
(ske ati la nk 2ls ape pun.. blog sendri)
em mggu ni g umh abg..
cadg nk lik kg, tp mak lak nk dtg umh kakk
kat kl.. so jmp mak kat kl jela.. hehe..

asyik mkn angin je ngn abg, kakk ipr n ank buah..
em pg td tgk pertunjukn air force kat TUDM subang..
best la gak.. berdesing telinga ble jet 2 dekt..
kuat bunyinye.. mcm seng je tgk pilot 2 handle
jet 2.. b'pusing2, t'balik2, b'silang2..
hebat la pilot2 2 bw jet.. ni y rse cm nk naek jet 2 je..
(em toksah berangan la atiq oi.. angan2 nk tinggi, tp
xde la tinggi mne pun.. opss ngutuk dri senri lak.. hehe)
hmpr 2 jam duk kat c2.. rmi gler owg.. sesak sei..
lik dr c2, g umh terbuka.. kenyang gak perut.. hehe..

em mlm td ade rumah terbuka dekat ngn umh abg..
dorg ajak g, so, ikut jela.. em tp segan la..
kt xtau pun ade umh terbuka.. so kt xbw la bju kurg..
kt pki jela suar.. segn la gak coz kt je rsenye y pki suar..
huhu.. em apalagi, wat mke selamba jela padahal malu..
em kat c2 ciap ade persembhn dr kanak2..
dorg nyanyi lgu raye "suasana hari raya"..
perumhn kat cni agk rapat la.. ade cabutn bertuah gak..
murah rezeki tuan rumh 2.. abg kt dpt hadiah tupperware..
owkey la 2.. leh gne drpd hamper, jap je abes.. bkn leh simpn..

sok pg g umh kakk.. die wat umh terbuka.. (b'jln jela ko tiq..
xhingat asemen b'lambak 2.. huhu).. xpe2.. ade peluang,
rileks dlu.. dah kat puncak nt, bersengkang mata la
wat asemen 2.. chaiyok2.. 2 jela wat mse ni..
(mls nk cite y cedh2, wlupn ngah cedh n terluka..)